Ralph Lauren StarChild and Rock/Metal bands

So I have been asked to be in yet another Rock/Metal band. This happens every once in a while. I started off in this genre as a musician! The First band I was In was called "Broken Language" It was a very musical rock band that was lead by myself and my partner in crime Matt Rotheker. Coming from Northwest Indiana I don't think we really had the drive to actually go anywhere so I dipped out after two years of service but, I still love of those peeps involved and I still get people telling me that Broken Language was the shit lol! The next band I got into was much more far along it was called "Burning Autumn" a band with a bunch of super open minded individuals. Especially Rasheed Thomas who is now in "Nonpoint". In this band I started to grow up a little as a person those guys showed me the ropes on what needed to be done. Nonetheless after 2 years we parted ways. I did not want that to happen we were just a different points as people and they were ready to grow up and do their things with their lives. The third and most interesting band I was in was called "Symphony" man we were badass! Only thing was those guys were 3 brothers so the fighting and different personal things got in the way of where we could have been! That was a hell of a time! R.I.P. Uncle Joe
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After "Symphony" was over I took a break from the band scene for quite sometime then I ended up in a band called "Sins Set Fire" It was extremely hard to be in this band for the simple fact that I had started my solo career. I could not give enough attention to the situation because I was afraid of abandoning my solo material. That ultimately caused the band to break
 after another 2 year span. Much respect to those guys as well! So here is a brief history in my band life. Who knows if I will join this band that I'm now being presented with. I don't know. I do know that I want to live on stage, and not being on stage is killing me. I should be getting paid to perform and tour etc.. So I am gonna pray on this and I hope god takes me in the right direction. Thanks for reading!

Faith, Healing, and My new life.

There is only one song I have that describes my desire, for me to truly have a new life. It's called "This Is The Hour http://itunes.apple.com/us/album/this-is-the-hour-single/id492398843 This song is available on itunes, also available on itunes in my first solo album "The Lone Wolf". I hope whomever reads this post understands what music truly means to me. I have been making music in bands and as a solo artist for 13 years now. I never thought that I would have the journey I did have. It has been a hell of a ride. I'm at the stage now where I know what I need to do, There's just a ton of negative things holding me down. I am ready for wealth and more responsibility but I feel like I am blocking these things from coming my way. Battling addiction does not help also. So I made an album about drugs, spirituality, and life. http://itunes.apple.com/us/album/the-lone-wolf/id507802518  One day I broke down in front of a friend as we were high as shit and wasted out of our minds at 8 a.m. He asked me why I was crying, I told him it was because I wanted to explode and become apart of everything. He just starred at me with a blank stare and told me that people were no ready to know someone like myself. I love people to freaking death also! Life force energy exchange is awesome! I heard today that the world was going in shambles. I have no idea what to believe with all this stuff about the end of our world. By the way.. Anyone of you who reads any of my blogs that are not lyrics will be like. "This dudes mind is all over the place." It is I'm sorry for that. Well anyways I think I'm supposed to just tell you about my life and experiences. I will get to that shortly! Thanks for being apart of my life! I hope I am an entertaining and good contribution to your life. "I am the Rose, I am the Fire that burns inside, I am Love. Ralph Lauren StarChild

You Know

Lonely, Lonely? You're not aLone, You're not aLone
HUngry, Hungry? eat from My soul, cause I am trying to
Break you down, Dont you feel so heavy? Break down, wanna see your soulfly?

Falling, falling tears fom us all, years from a fall
I fell and broke through a tone trapped here in time
only im trying to break down. Are you feeling so surprised?
Since the last time I saw you?

You oughta know, You oughta know, you oughta know
I Saw your plan , But the mistake you made, you looked away.

Forever, Forever. Now that I know you, now that I've loved you,
I'm staind... here with a curse, Trapped in your time. only I'm breaking through

You can't Solve it.

You cant solve it
Stress on my mind, my tears took  pavement,
feel like im a die, fuck you save it,
blessed here devine, my fears give me a beating
my spirits rather needy,so fuck you feed me.
when you celebrate I fill this engine, then you celebrate,
you need this fucking beating, Our growth cant relate
cause you're on a broke back mission. I
take silence like a man, so fuck you feed me.
When your brain can understand I'll come down and
I'll meet you.when your brain can understand
I'll come down and I'll teach you. for now here we stand,
I'm pissed off that I need you, my git is kinda
needy so fuck you feed me. You got problems, you've got
your issues, i've got my problems, i've got your issues,
what the fuck is a ref, if there aint no fucking whistle?
what the fuck is a ref, if there aint no fucking whistle?
hell burned it's time, throw in the towel,
it's simple. you're fucked this time, throw in the
towel.

Live Forever

Dont you remember we will live forever?
Hold on to feeling we will live forever

Bones broken on a past delusion
I can feel it ripping time today they're
trying to steal our souls trying
to take our souls
I'm coming with the real conclusion
Signs pointing from the name you speak they're
Trying to take our souls trying to steal our souls

Dont you remember we will live forever?
Hold on to feeling we will live forever

I'm coming with a new revolution
our ending never be the day they're
Trying to steal our souls trying to take
our souls
I'm is coming with a new revolution
our ending never be the day they're
tryin to steal our souls trying to take our souls


Dont you remember we will live forever?
Hold on to feeling we will live forever

you said impossible, I came it's possible, one day
we will overflow, one day you gotta go!

Circus

You do it for the money
I do it from my heart
go On with this circus now
tear this world apart

I grabbed a diamond from the moon
this crazy situation made me thought
I had you. I came to the to earth, I
SKIPPED MARS, Your planet needs attention,
I guess becasuse I'm bored, You pay me for
attention.

Now we got alot of rules but, In this
simple game there's no competition.
In this simple game we're all stars
No time for intermission, You get it
or you're done, I hope that you are listening.

Go go go reach on on through all those skills you know
Grab Your morals they're for show.
Pick the lie that you wanna be.
GO go go cause it's on on on
what happens next yeah it's fun fun fun.
You get no refund from my magic
I hope you have fun In my circus.

Awakened Spirits (Sleep Paralysis)

Complex I feel I breed disease, Motionless..
eyes awake , you see?
Is this a lie ? Is this a game?
I've waitied here so patiently.

What's the issue?, here's the issue
it's not simple, but i'll teach you
Interdimensional, contradictble,
Conversations from a new parallel.
Sneaky shadow beings, using night time
as there weapon, coming closer, speaking closer
using night time as a session, Now Science Claims hallucinate, and some say it's just Dmt,
But if you felt the fear in me, Then you'd believe what I can see. If ever Something
scary was invading all your memories, then we
could sit and talk about this nightmare's sickening bullshit all day!

"I am the Rose, I am the Fire that burns inside, I am Love."-StarCHILD