I'm gonna keep these days in my memories. The days being ignored pushed around and depressed. I decided that I need to live a more fruitful life. Maybe I need a closer relationship with God maybe I need to get more money hungry. Whatever I need to do, It's gotta be done fast. I am not owed anything but, I took the loooooooong road to success. I do not recommend anyone taking life the way I did. It down right sucks sometimes. I cannot understand how to "Will success" into your life works but, I will say that I see things just coming to me. I see this, I see many things opening up and all the things that I have not received just falling into place. I have never been excited about gaining a new life because I have been conditioned to have a shitty one with depression, loss, and anxiety! So with that being said I will remember all the Bullshit I have been through as a reminder of where I have been. I refuse to die like this. See every dog has his day. Mine is now. ~StarChild
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