Today is the first Monday I have had in 2 years that I felt positive about my future. I have been ripping and running around getting things done for myself and my business "Superior Siding." This is what life should feel like people. It's funny how my depressed and drug filled past started to destroy my taste for music. I'm a highly emotional person, so the affect that drugs had on me was down right insane, and it had me so messed up that I did not want to listen to music. Well that is gone! I have no idea how all this change has occurred, what I do know is that I remember praying and crying week after week asking god to get me out of that life style I was living. I was using 4 days a week and not normal usage at all. Using from a Wednesday til like a Saturday and that went on for almost 2 years. I am truly blessed to be able to have use of my body and my mind still. I am grateful I did not watch anyone die or kill myself. I am grateful to have my boy John Palacios in my life as well as My friends In Beat Fakulty and Matt Rotherker, Robert Hemphill, My brother Reggie, Ovaflo, Aneta, Vizion, J.Crist, and Jaidon Da boss So many to name I can't get em all! I especially wanna thank John Palacios who is giving me a chance to become a rich asshole lol! he recently had a major loss in loosing his father. Then he gained me as a friend and has helped me through one of the hardest times of my life. So I'm sure whatever he learned from his father was very, very special. John was telling me yesterday that his dads death Anniversay is May 4th, I think I'm gonna do something cool that day for him so that he can celebrate the memory he had with his father. See now that's what I'm talking about tears in my eyes again! Those feelings I just expressed I have not felt them on a consistent basis for quite sometime! I'm back lol! (That's a pick of John and his Father Rick)
My name is Ralph Lauren StarChild You better learn about me now while I'm still available (wink)
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