Sitting at Zodiac Cafe and Lounge (Thoughts)

I'm sitting here at Zodiac thinking about my future as a man. I have no idea where any of this is going or how I am going to come riches and wealth. I do know that all of these events have renewed my faith in love and God. If you are ever in the Crown Point area visit Zodiac cafe and Lounge this place is amazing http://www.facebook.com/zo.diac.98. So while sitting here I can thank all my lucky stars etc. that I am not the same person I was one year ago. Although I have no place to live atm I have been getting help from some very dear friends and I am thankful for that. Very thankful. So yeah like I was saying after I love being here at Zodiac right now. Mike was just talking to me about what I was doing and I said "I am testing myself right now, to see if I have what it takes to be the person I need to be."So here we go with everything! I wonder where this will take me lol. I'm not waiting anymore but I will be patient and I will work hard to get to where I belong. I am completing, this is painful but it's totally worth it.

Hard Work

I have a vision in my head of a world with peace, love and understanding. Will this ever happen? Or am I just focused on the wrong aspects of life? I always seem to dream in my head and these dreams seem so real. Money will help these dreams come true, but money does not  fall off trees and I refuse to gain money by doing shady things. So hard work and dedication is what I have. I even left my home just to push myself even further in these dreams. I figured I'll sink or swim. I am a man I should be able to dig myself out of this hole I dug myself into. let's get to work! #\\/olfCouncil