My reason

I got in trouble on facebook for expressing myself. Dear facebook people or people who read my posts. I just watched a Woman live and die like they said Jesus did in the bible. I have never read the bible or been Baptized. I"ve heard these stories because I grew up in a church Cult where the men did very bad things to girls. It made no sense to me at all because they were also saying in the name of God forgive us... Then it would happen again. So I ran away to try and find a family of my own . I found my friends, all of my friends, people in the world, Different people and then I turned around went back to the people at that church and I said(18 years later).. WTF are you talking about! If you guys are teaching God and love We're all fucked! MOVE OUT OF MY WAY AND LET ME SHOW YOU HOW TO DO THIS! MY AUNTIE TISHA TOLD ME TO DO THIS! #watchme.. #toodles.. -_-

Best Letter I've sent !

To My Step Dad

Let's get some things in place just for the future. I am not YOUR son.. My father's name is Ralph. You imposed ideas and commitments on my family that you yourself did not keep! As far as forgiveness for you is concerned well......... You never gave the opportunity for an apology for the abuse and bullshit you put my Mother through! This ain't about me it's about My family. The family that you contributed nothing to, the family that you neglected for women and Bullshit. I found my Father on my own so I know what I need to know. In the future when you pray for or with someone try not to spit in their face. Also Shut up sometimes when In public you look like a major dumbass. I know you probably don't wanna read this lol but I'll tell you what, You don't want me to say this to your face! See buddy I know you, I know you better than you know you, I'm no dummy and I take care of the people I love and I help as best as I can. You used your gifts and talents to brainwash people who were not as slick as you are and that is why You have nothing to show for. You created this bullshit now deal with it!. I've met people like you in this world, people who lack patience and true understanding for others. As much as I would love to kick you around like a rag doll I feel sorry for you little man. Next time you feel the need to have the holy ghost.. Sit down think about who you are and shut the fuck up and thank god that nobody has killed you yet. Lol if anyone can say God is real you can, because nobody has managed to kick your fucking teeth in. I know my letter wash a little harsh, I know but if you ever step over your boundaries with me again I will surely end your rein of terror. Now you go and have yourself a great day. If you see me again I hope that you humble your self and shut up. Cause you talk way too much. Have a great life.. Sincerely
Ralph Lauren StarChild
"The Lone Wolf"

Sex offender Using God's name in Vain

So I attended a funeral service the other day. Just to watch a human Devil spit in the face of hundreds at a church. When did forgiveness become a way for someone to beat your ass? When is it the right time to put a person in their place for the things they should be held accountable for? If you have a repeated sex offender at a church telling people in the audience that they are crazy for possibly drinking or smoking weed, how is that justifiable? We all know that none of us are perfect right? So you tell me what you think about this. I believe that when a person is truly sorry for their bad deeds, they just simply say........"I'm Sorry". Then they turn around and walk away and sit the Fuck Down! In that moment forgiveness starts to create itself then the people who have been hurt by the wrong doings have their chance to properly forgive the multiple sex offender. See I believe God is real and I understand that people (like this guy I'm speaking of who is a major "Bitch" by the way.) Mess stuff up and create mistakes. But being tempted to rape a child and then doing it multiple times means you need help! And the people around you should get you the help! Not forgive your bullshit and allow you to make a mockery out of them in front of hundreds. See I don't fuck with these people anymore and quite frankly I think they are some bitches and they are okay with allowing these sex offenders to speak at a church. So if I find out you are a unapologetic sex offender and you act like your shit don't stink I'm gonna call you out. It never says in the bible that you're not supposed to stand up for what's right! I'm a StarChild #letsgetitin

R.I.P Auntie Tisha! you are truly an angel!

Life and Death.

You're born to die it seems. I was once afraid to die , or maybe I was afraid to live. I am going through a tough time right now. I just found out my aunt passed away this morning. She was a sweet woman who always had encouraging words about life and God. I don't really understand life at times as I'm sure most don't. I can say that in life I believe if we live it to the fullest things would be a'lot better. I have a dream a dream that includes all of us. I really don't feel like typing right now. Rest in peace Auntie Tisha you will be missed.